winchesterwhowatson:

so i just found a thing

?

is that even-?

okay that’s not

???

is that even legal

(via lamemily)

This is the next perfume I want to buy

One of my friends brought it into uni the other night for me to try because he is a massive perfume fanatic

The only problem is that it’s like $210 for 50mL on ebay and $290 from David Jones BUT IT’S ACTUALLY PHENOMENAL

My goodness what I would give to be in possession of this perfume like I am actually in love

I also have TF makeup brushes on lineup ~_~

We’re good :) x

Truthfully, I can’t really remember. If I had to give you an impression of what I did, it was that I worked only in the week leading up to exams and that was it. And tiredness is just a natural part of it all - sleep well on weekends, because that’s the only good sleep you’ll be getting. Sorry!! x

He’s so different to any of the other guys I’ve dated. I really like how I treat him as a friend when I see him at uni, and that I’m really good friends with all of his friends. I’m pretty sure I talk to them more than he does, but that’s because I was friends with them before I even met him.

I don’t know whether it was a good move to get into a relationship this close to exams. I’m confident about my own ability to get through this semester’s content without struggling too hard, but I’m worried about him because he’s in 3rd year and apparently this semester is one of the worst for the duration of the entire program. He still makes time to see me and I appreciate that, but I know how much stress he’s under and can’t help but feel a bit guilty that he’s sacrificing so much time for me.

I had a chat to him today about it and while he was talking about his problems with me, I reasoned out everything and gave him advice about what he should do. He said I was wonderful and amazing and that just made my week so much better, given what I’ve been through.

I don’t like that he’s from Sydney and when holidays come up, we’re going to be apart for a couple of weeks. I mean he’s coming up to QLD for AMSA and I might be going down to Sydney with a friend but still, the circumstances are different and I’ll be with friends and what not.

I also feel different towards him. It’s like I’ve found someone who’s very similar to me, but at the same time his strengths are my weaknesses and vice versa, even though we’ve been through a lot of the same sort of situations. He understands me and I understand him and overall, it’s a very mutually balanced relationship. It’s all about the give and take and even though our personalities aren’t completely on par, they’re similar enough to be able to relate to each other, which is the important thing.

Mine is by Babyliss Pro and I got it from eBay. It worked fantastically before I bleached my hair. I find that it doesn’t absorb well because my hair is currently really dry. But on not-so-damaged hair, it’s great :)

Prosthetic devices are those that replace missing body parts. The body parts might have been missing from birth, or result from an accident or illness.

Just from wiki, there are a multitude of different types. Scroll down to “types” and you’ll find all the answers you’re looking for! x

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prosthesis

I’ve been using these nail polishes from Etude House in Korea! The colours are adorable and they’re really, really cheap - $1-2 a bottle! But you can also buy Essie and OPI from eBay and they are amazing quality.

I study with someone else because at least they keep you on track. Right now I actually cannot be bothered with anything LOL I’m actually screwed

At the moment I’m about 10 planets away from being okay.

So yesterday, I experienced one of the most traumatic breakdowns I’ve ever had.

I’m sure it was a combination of many things, because I know that stress has just accumulated over the past 12 weeks and I can safely say that this has been probably the worst semester in my entire life. Every fibre of my being is telling me that there are just too many signs that I should just drop out, pack up and leave but then I reason with myself and inevitably decide that it’s pretty stupid to think that way.

The trigger was an overwhelming tidal wave of hurt, betrayal, resentment, disappointment, anger and a multitude of other feelings that are much too subtle to properly identify.

Just when you think you work the hardest for something and have people telling you that you’re going to be successful, you can’t help but have some sense of expectation. Expectation thrives in the seeds that are planted in you and when things go to plan, it’s all dandy, but when they don’t, the entirety of those feelings that I described above predominate. Expectation is truly a double-edged sword - it builds confidence, but it holds that confidence at a level too high to reason with humility.

Even if you’ve put the most effort into something and work the hardest, it’s hard to accept that at the end of the day, people aren’t going to thank you for it. People aren’t going to recognise your hard work and so you think it’s all gone to waste. I know it hasn’t, but emotions aren’t like a switch that we can just adjust at our convenience. They linger and linger and only with time and perspective do they ever feel like being controlled again by the thought of reason.

I guess what hurt me the most was that I invested so much time and effort into something I was genuinely passionate about, and in the end I didn’t get there. I’ve dealt with so much disappointment in my life to get where I am, and when it hits, it really hits. I am now more than inclined to say that the inferiority complex runs in my family, and rationality is very fragile. I’m not good at controlling my emotions and my entire self-confidence has been undermined and picked to pieces. It hurts me even more to see people not caring one bit about the time and effort that I’ve invested. My time is worth just as much as everyone else’s, and I want nothing further to do with people like that. It’s not as easy as it seems, just because politics definitely does play a part in the whole scheme of things, and diplomacy is the best thing to settle with.

Apparently I’m still needed, but seriously, clearly I’m not and I don’t want any sympathy or pity. I want to punch people in the face. That’s what I want.

It’s not easy. I just want to pack up and leave. Right now my resentment is bordering on hate for pretty much everyone and everything in this world.