Words to describe me right now: an absolute mess
Wow why am I so damn vulnerable ugh I feel like someone has trampled through all my defences with a toothpick and now I am like a lost puppy.
Literally cannot do anything right anymore so maybe I should just give up on life. Seriously. I honestly feel like I am the devil and am the most evil person on this planet and I shouldn’t be feeling like this, but maybe I’m starting to realise I’m not a good person. Just bad.
1. Your skin may never be perfect, and that’s okay.
2. Life is too short not to have the underwear, the coffee, and the haircut you want.
3. Everyone (including your family, your coworkers, and your best friend) will talk about you behind your back, and you’ll talk about them too. It doesn’t mean you don’t love each other.
4. It’s okay to spend money on things that make you happy.
5. Sometimes without fault or reason, relationships deteriorate. It will happen when you’re six, it will happen when you’re sixty. That’s life.
" — Five things I am trying very hard to accept (via aumoe)
"If someone reads fewer books than you do, it does not make them less intelligent than you. It does not even make them a worse reader. If someone reads different types of books than you do, it doesn’t make them a bad reader, either. It just means they are a different human being than you." — from Pages Ain’t Nothing But a Number (or, Let’s All Stop Judging People By How Much They Read) by Jill Guccini (via momobutt)
(Source: bookriot, via ikilledalaska)
When ur hair won’t listen to you and its a mess and ur just like ???? I grew you myself??? I gave you life and this is how you repay me??
"Stop comparing yourself with others. If they are good at something, you too are good at something else. Self-confidence is not measured by your own capabilities versus that of others, but by your own needs." — ― Stephen Richards (via psych-quotes)
how do you giggle in french
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"First love is scary because it’s like “holy crap, why is this person the first thing I think of in the morning, why am I disappointed when I don’t dream of them? Why is the desire to be with them so much stronger than hunger and thirst and exhaustion? Why does their name look so pretty written down? Why do I feel like I just fell out of a 30 story building when they look at me, and why do I like it?” And you become so comfortable with them that when they leave, your body doesn’t know how to react because they were as common to you as breathing, and now you’re missing a vital part of yourself. You forget that you were someone before them. You think “I was so empty until I met them.” No, you were full. And when you learned about love, you were fuller. Now you’re back to where you were before, and you need to fill yourself with other things. Fall in love with the way sunflowers naturally curve to face the sun, and the way children have no idea about taxes. Fall in love with the fact that you’re here and you’re still able to feel. Fall in love with the idea that you’re still whole, even when it’s 3 am and you can’t remember how to breathe because you think they taught you how to do that." — Lessons about Heartbreak from a Hypocrite by Megan M. (via 5ullen)
(Source: radicalteen, via reptileroom)
Anonymous: :( I hope you feel better
Thank you :) ugh I woke up at 6:30 from pain and just to make things even better it’s so cold so I’m shivering which makes everything 10x worse
ugh how do you even go to sleep when there is a war going on in your body i mean can’t you just wait until the morning
i can never win can i
I can’t even describe it and I shudder whenever I think about it
But basically it’s the worst pain I have ever been through
It feels like 10 knives are being stabbed into my tailbone area simultaneously for about 10 seconds and then stops and repeats every 5 minutes. It’s the worst kind of sharp, shooting pain and is definitely about a 9 on the pain scale
It is honestly horrible and never goes away completely I am actually suffering so much right now pls help me I have taken meds twice already today
Lately I have been experiencing some weird symptoms like granted I go through the usual cramps towards the appropriate time
And the pains have become so bad that I just spent a good 10 minutes hunched over in the bathroom unable to move and I felt so freaking nauseated and no relief was felt even when I managed to succumb to the nausea and ugh lately I have also become increasingly moody which is just bad for everyone overall
#1 reason why being female sucks: this for sure
"The truth is, life is rarely exactly the way we want it to be, and other people often don’t act as we would like them to. Moment to moment, there are aspects of life that we like and others that we don’t. There are always going to be people who disagree with you, people who do things differently, and things that don’t work out." — Richard Carlson (via onlinecounsellingcollege)